- December 1, 2018
- by Emily
A Simple Practice for the Holidays
The holidays are a special time. We reflect, celebrate, and share in more meaningful ways. We go to office parties, see old friends, and visit family. For some, this is an opportunity for joy and connection. For others, it brings up unhealed hurts.
So, as you prepare to spend time with those who compel you to master forgiveness (or die trying), my gift to you this year is a simple practice that will surely nurture seeds of gratitude and love.
While the complete forgiveness process might take several months or more to finish, you can make a lot of progress in a short period by using these tools. As you prepare to spend time or communicate with someone who has hurt you, the work begins now.
Step 1: Awareness
Every time you think of the person, notice how you feel, emotionally, and in your body. Do you feel anxious, tense, angry, sad? Be specific. Then observe what happens next. Almost instantaneously, the story you have about the things that have happened will fire up inside of you like an engine responding to the spark of ignition.
Step 2: Go into the Body
Instead of letting the story play out as it usually does, go back to how you feel. Now go a little deeper. What sensations do you experience in your body as you feel those feelings? Is your chest tight, breathing labored? Do you feel warm? With as much focus as possible, take a detailed survey of the sensations you experience. Every time the story rumbles, go back to the body. Go back to your perception of the present moment in your body.
Step 3: Breathe
Now, take a deep breath. See if you can count to five as you inhale and extend the exhale for as long as you can. See if you can breathe into the tension you feel. Repeat 1-4 times.
Step 4: Reframe
Now draw your attention to the person again. Rather than continue down the path of suffering, wish them well with as much intention and authenticity as you can. The more you do this, the easier it will get.
You can use the Buddhist practice of loving-kindness and say, “May you be happy. May you be healthy. May you be free from suffering. May you live your life with ease.”
Big Book Mantra
You can use a simple mantra like the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous offers, “I wish you health, happiness, and prosperity.”
Then there is the Hawaiian prayer, Ho’Oponopono, “I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.” Even if they have hurt you, this prayer can be a powerful tool.
Or, you can create your own wish for them. Be mindful to not make it about you or sneak in any judgments. What life-affirming desire would bring them happiness? Can you visualize them as joyful and free?
Do this every single time you think of them as you prepare to see or talk to them. Look at this work like tending to a garden. Every time you think resentful or unkind thoughts, you are watering the weeds. Stepping into the practice of forgiving by becoming present and extending love feeds the seeds of radiant blooms and abundant fruit. You can tend to the weeds, and they will grow. Or begin to cultivate a beautiful, bountiful garden nourished with conscious love.
If you begin now, you will be ready to see those who challenge you most by Christmas. Who knows, you might even find a little gratitude along the way.